petals of the infinite help
by R.S. Pearson
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super-rainbow soaked one
nothing's over, it just begun
don't stop believing in peace
you knew life's greatest goal is potentially bliss
remember arms wrapped around you, the lover's kiss
you need to remember to feel life as potentially bliss
your breath goes deeper, and face creases a smile
not identified with stress, it's true
but life inside the air of blue
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something beautiful, gorgeous
comes to you, wild
it's of your future
days that soar with other
powers of days passed by
clear air shadows and the stormy sun
3
special day of understanding
when thankfulness, seen as a mighty power
many seasons, the future
may not be rich
we are only graced for living, not for greed
the self, graced for mercy, not to need
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we know that certain actions against us
can cause emotional cognitive scaring
therefore it must be certain positive actions
cause growth that will override them
as sensing love for each stranger we see
takes us to feel a goodness because
we are put into a relationship with their real value
the value both they have for themselves
and the value their loved ones feel for them
this, part of the cause
of that uplifting transformative experience
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some people are lovers, some people are loners
overflowing of actions point them that way
they study differently other's maps
the loners, victims of abuse of one type or the other
the lovers, who maybe are or aren't
lovers who were victimized still remain lovers
because
a type of sap clouded their mind
it kept all humanity in a glory
everyone still wanting to be held eventually
physically, symbolically, by all
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when that great fire
in your eyes
shines once more
you ask how yourself how
to use it?
its locus is wholeness
to catch it and enjoy life
the moments it lasts
you watch then one by one
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to give up desires
for almost everything
but to enjoy this experience of prayer
in the circle, in the sphere
in the highest morality
the best speed, the brightest hope
hoping it's all of ours finally
and this is why God is love
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won't you talk to me?
won't you have faith in your virtue?
can't you remember what you used to do?
the homeless were talked to
you bought them a meal
a cup of coffee
where did it go wrong?
why did you stop?
why did you become ungrateful
and want too much?
oh, how I would give you them
but now your own house is barren
and there is no one but Me
and you're still needing to learn
to give is to recieve
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the one who created blue snow
in atmospheres of hearts enjoying new zest
after rebounded from death
after recovery from the boundless dreams of youth
from which a slight distance is growing
a distance apart is gaining
sails became open, unknowingly embraced destruction
to create a joy that creates words
towards not accumulating much shame
seems so possible as for sometime everything
careful not to be endangered
by the descent from great heights
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importance goal-like structure
hands own reaches renewed
competence heavy and a refuge
on life, not on what life chewed
from in fires and flames
sparked through
comforts from old times construe
a floating vengeance to anchor the vision
holding in omnipotent true
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finding the rivers gold tops shimmering
waving in windstreams feeling the feelings
day rooted earthy staring at the lifebeam
upon inner horizon
remaking the sunshine
rain of jingling happiness
makes an envelope
hopeful enclosures dwell
remaking the sunshine
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experiences remembered as haunting shadows
through such they all seemed to live
as colored by new sanity
for some, such days one can only recall in a good light as lessons
positive reflections as odd lessons of the soul
what some view as carnal-minded delusions
perhaps are pathways to the genius we all might pass through
as the glory of life not hoped for by common man
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positive partners affecting the times
confirming trust, God with us
just seems strange
to see one's face
in one's heart
the absence thereof
leading to mind's roundabout ways
sometimes sodden grief
color book archangel breadth
help arrives in every flower ascending
beautiful weather changing your perceptions
salvation cooling hues of life
softer shades drinking absorbing
the proof of power for beautifying life
is a granite structure girding the universe
which feels like life looking up
knowing the best is yet to come
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a love link with all faces
inside kept connected with everyone's choices
dusted off the dingy promises
forgetting promises this or that
resigned myself to the blessed fate
action sets in space
keep us away, oh action!
from the faith of sloths!
covering all my land today
the robbing faith of sloths!
And pray for open eyes, pray for agile minds!
And pray for angry concerns!
pray for a faith in hope!!!
the fire rises and burns the lack of desire upon my part
to all declines flames shoot out
incinerate!
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would fall back into your bright shadows
if there was a promise, maybe of great joy
peace so still, mind so quiet
spiritual vision
like a film seen with eyes closed
falling back into your bright shadows
if there was a promise
the excitation of the day with mystic parameter
held within lasting job security, just in average
it's spring, the sky is opening up again
it seems I even get back to the objective
it brings bright blazes of life, the intensity
they may be the angels to me
a further state in my deconditioning
colors and tones invoking hues
supernal perception
a condition of another globe placed momentarily upon earth
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woman, I'm as positive as forever for you
like children forced to live in another time and space
we endure in isolation the preservation of another globe
the liberation of sex led to an infantilism
the eventual singularizing of the people
everyone too egotistical to stay married
we can't really see the way we used to think it would be
when it comes to you and me
maybe I'm not the only one very hurt
believing in the fairy tale
something wanted couldn't be
the old me makes me think I want it
but do I have capacity for it
unless it be born of destiny
and life, power and possibility:
I do believe such things
this faith a prize
to be guarded at all times
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little like gem-like part fell out around 19
he didn't feel the same way about life
to feel the gem again
again by a gift of God?
if not His gift, he wants it still
so come back to him little like gem-like part
it was formed by hope-by-hope
by spring days on bike
by living an ok life
by living an ok life
with cognition of days added up
it was hope for the all-around increase in love
the decrease of hurt
and one could change the life all live
and sometimes the little gem is very gone
but it is still in his eye....
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there was this secret thing
it caused beautiful explosions
rains of tears surrounded it
the real of life kept one there
it didn't have money
and it was a reckless child
it was sometimes holy
had sometimes wisdom
and many carefully dug it out
dug around it to uproot it
this secret spine of gold
yet if a strain remained
it's going to grow
and it will shake
the last threads of holiness in one
and it will shake the rat-race loose
the rat-race rails loose
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these problems getting solved
checking off on
a mapped chart of
impossibilities
by the union
of forces of
God and man
the synergy of sweetness
day dream afternoon tea
problems in life solving, solving
disappearing, disappearing
awaken, a mind, take out the beam in the eye
rejoice in changes already made
see the synergy of sweetness
a mother's face in movement sometimes
a father's face
regardless, shifting, in
a loving haste
conglomerate -- it is God's face
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these autumn moonstruck childhood afternoon ideas
indoors the friend's house on the block
a mother collected patriotic collectibles
these are the memories in my mind which seem to give me
my greatest worth as self-esteem rests in grand memories of childhood
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when any prayer
brings pounding tears
changed our life
and the bitter error
what are we going to do?
each day jet propelled by the Spirit
what bliss to follow? we'll find some
been passive for the touch of God
reaching out in sobriety for things intoxicants would bring
road way rainbow civilian surrounded
blue, clouds so white, sun bright
we can have life back
we'll steal it back from wealth
every jewel of love drips
the nights are sober
yet intoxicated still
when any prayer
brings pounding tears
changed our life
and the bitter error
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the substance of God
I used to know so well
how all were losers without it
now that seems kinda hard
the world has been sneered at for its faith
but I can see how it makes us all special
puts a head of radiance
a flame in each of us
it is there compared to
those without what is in the substance of God
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it isn't in the intellect behind some walls that we
can't see how smart an inconception, maplessness is
and in the source of health and fun, secrets stay
it's not that we judge everyone, pratically everyone
and side with a few, or even just ourselves
we accept each one, their works, their abilities
and we don't grow well pocketed by harshness, hoarding
but by accepting each other, and the wages they get as only adequate
and in joy and security --
we notice the light of each environment we are in
an inner secret the depth of our perceptions different sensings
and if this is the secret of internal beautification
can it be guarded as such?
how can it be elevated?
the quest and thirst of inner beautification
by noticing
how the light of all worlds strikes
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I found a guide
in a gypsy moth catepillar walking
across the hood of my moving car
it seemed to suffer in the accelerating wind
an allegory
in suburbia
it eats and must survive
on what we only like to look at
no one wants to tolerate a gypsy moth
even if the damage they do here
is only to our suburban beauty
and isn't this the story
of the poor and the adequate
people go homeless and without medical attention
because some can't balance the wealth of the land
nor spend time with the weak
because they don't want to look
at an object too annoying
an object that doesn't beautify their lives
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take this day in your hand
everything is of virtue
let words come out as they will
automatic writing is a fuel some coffee
can bring
super fish in a big pool
super lifeline, supermind too
hoop around infinite touch,
all people love sometime
I see all people love sometime
let words come out as they will
I'm gonna tell
life needs embrace
face to face without two there is
little Christ
and softer seances bring romance to the shy
see the souls who live for humility
so fresh the only way to encounter ability
go up to know the souls who live for humility
the upside, the day to upscale ability
parks so plenteous
a punk shouts to a window above
resurrection fluid always seems to rain
automatic daylight
no care for the trouble above
automatic writing, automatic daylight
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some people just are molded nuances
God speaks when they talk
it's a soul who is talking God's voice too
the yielding they've done through time
comes out so we see
the face of God
here in words
just in ordinary ways
because they couldn't stop praying
"make me an instrument of you"
this total power confidence of all outward
self-esteemed business competence
in rhythm with all alternative head space
supercloud economic growth with charitable
habit and givingness
blend of elements fusing each
filament of sufficiency
inner glow and auric dynamic hairbow
fire inside comes out in flames all around you
to others on a bus toward God's prayer simultaneously
towards ice lake layer yellow intellect library circuitry current
abundant fecundity's dew from higher duty capitalist
ability can be free from constricted paranoid viewing upon
the shores of statues of liberties upon
Neptune blinding positron seas
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everyone has every aspect of life
that the subjective party is functioning at
10,000 rpm inside
all your paupers of the rainbow-inside
inside of cities deeper inside
them tears I waited through, for a voice of
solar gift to channel here
now I feel on the verge of all things
it streams out: everyone has every aspect of life
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melted candle love
didn't have to be violent or abrasive
to retain a type of opposite love
melted down the side of all
to then Know
punk punch of power
brave to air and sky
like the trees,
knowing righteous propulsion
knowing righteous propulsion
now is a time to know the unknown
an anthem
that is what was said
now is the time to know the unknown
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let go stingy souls to see
the happy world touch love awakened
like a venetian beautifically painted epiphany
touch of Manhattan's masterpiece collective
may platinum grace and logic
come to the business world
from me
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remember the self
where He builds roads
out of eternal arches higher and higher
of every your life we will lay down our hearts
whose order will thrive on the earth
the pride of alarms the sins we don't respond
it will be washed by a humble pride in Christ
as for their eyes the pleasure singing finally
some absence star is doomed with heavenly life
bore the words in windows of first endlessness
what else have I known but its mercy
instructions futureless night bows to omniscience
all darkness is doomed
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just like it was said lust couldn't feel the whole
and the whole included something so much more
something that touched in worlds so complete
so different, so forbidden by pornography, mere eroticisms
couldn't prepare or allow a soul near the deep
near life with the day by day, year by year friendship
it was destroyed, unlearned
no, it wasn't mysticism or sublimation
the fact one was trying to be an artist or saint
lust was just some weapon against the soul knowing
companionship so complete
such egotists
we can't even stay married anymore
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everything verbal is going to be so different now
computers haven't spoiled my hands to write
my passion in place, my hope for grace
long haired clear nights earth in space
acceptance of a divine trace
where days last year shining more hard
did last month not equal what it could?
an eclipsed idea
mocked in silence
unseen by other reasoning
it's the idea of a revolution
in ideas
because current ideas have lead
us to this current state of sad
emotional and ecological affairs
this old idea may have yielded some....
what I and others called a bad season
but yet it had shed all our gems
yet, the bitter man who owns
the industrial soil is still laughing
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it seems like my 30 years of cool
are coming out and
minds and eyes will shine
with what blazes so right
around the sun
catching the light
once or twice
in all eye's hearts
if they only knew
no fear of artistic failure
I've felt my heart this wide open
many times before
memory rays of a tender sun
hearts been this wide open
so many times before
that shivering down the body
often felt, I've found the path there
I feel this blazing all around inside
how can I ever lead you to that inside of you?
all I have is this inner fire
it will keep me warm forever
that is the reason for and of my life
to keep the fire burning
the fire blazed
it comes out bit by bit
a fire that builds
that can keep one warm
in any situation
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like a million suns not identified
this day, this love, this Easter
find me, find me, find me
abounded, abounded with life
abounded
all is right,
gratitude and fuel
a direction out of the lower city
a direction to the right place
a smile to my face
like a million suns not identified
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great spiritual-emotional energy around
keep the light up and about
there is so much that makes it real
fighting spirits of defeat and depression
I have to laugh at a weaknesss
in any town, any form of principality
and if I'm without a lover
always distrust the lust which leads to compromise and despair
fight the guiding voices which lead to confusion
and see the seasons of hell are shortly over
my ways and means and my laugh have worked again
you could break down the word happiness
happiness with a moral condition, seeking
keeping the habit of not identifying with a dullness of mind
breathing in the deep feeling of the light of the sky
memories of the light in a friend's eye
I searched for a season of solidification
so many times I tried to throw myself
on the ways of God
only to misunderstand so many times
I've found a season of strength, solidification
not moving from one hope to the next
but watching the growth of a single hope
a single hope to steer me
found this victory in sobriety
in levity, in poetry
felt happiness in prayer for a bitter town
in hoping it drops its high alcohol rate
in remembering the memories I've had
of such wild days in God
levity, joy, positive warmth, praise
for all of life
what exactly is it for me that is good
a time of fine remembering of the past
this integration, memories of a foreign land
a party's long night
of a whole day spent out in the mystical sky
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the revolution is your soul
the revolution is your self-esteem
never able to be stolen by another artist
you won't find freedom identifying with what they can identify
your spectacles and situationalisms
will get you tons of guilt by 30
but the revolution is your soul
no commodity that someone beat you to in the market
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cast the jewels into the sea, your soul
so cautious to touch this volatile membrane again
yet I touch it and it lights fire up ubiquitous to the absolute
I can get response from it just by seeing it as personal
no voice of man touches it and me simultaneously
like it came down off spaceships to greet me
"we're here" as the effect it was
forever in remembrances it is not of human flesh
before I had been wrong in assuming it could have
something to do with human beings
now, I only know it doesn't
it might not even be in individuals
but a framework
a grid my questions come into
the spectacular greeting me by virtue of my probes
so what bring these motivations around so much?
to pour out from a heart its documents
blood of earth
mustard seed of rainbows
powder of stars
balance of timelessness
anything magical left on
earth for you?
have you felt impoverishment
take hold?
and made funds your brain?
learning boom bang
presto titles
shuttle year
dense was the day mind
historic ambitions gave power
was it their hate for a deeper love to bloom
who was hated, was hate divinely guided?
"heaven hates what it must hate"
the tao says
apathy for social concern
apathy for love itself
not me, not us, not the worthwhile
pour out a heart its documents
dense the sky when time stopped
extraterrestrial power comes without the
paranormal element
getting further and further acquainted with
one's face
not real beings but extraterrestrial power just
the same
This small town was a railway station to the absolute
coming here -- if you've tried
you can buy a ticket to the stars
and even get lost in outer space
while you resume life on earth.
I wanted philosophical finality
I wanted to take a hierarchy road of knowledge
-- something neither academia nor
metaphysics could teach me --
a vertical journey.
one element of the experience
was the disappearance of the time sense
this was not a dangerous phenomena
as the belief in the experiences of being telepathic,
that one had actually encountered other types of beings
This I see as a dangerous folly
instead, I see these experiences
mystics go through as a type of scripting language
that one encounters
when one registered inside oneself
patterns of trying to alter one's prayerfulness
or sense of time,
or just awareness of one's thoughts and movements
we have a past together
we create an alternate universe together.
day by day
better than human minds have often spoken
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these gems you gave in kind thoughts towards me I name gems
though I may forget them as merely default in ephemeral confusion
yet that there is omnipotent love and saving grace I clearly see
lifting a snug dug soul to love's platform
If I could have a magic bracelet I'd never take off
for casting all cares on Him
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